Hey self, just keep walking.

(illustration: frahgelina)

I am a slow walker, but I never walk backwards.
You may see that sometimes I run, but actually I am not running;
I Just walk faster than usual.
So keep walking! Even if there's no colour around you.

(illustration: frahgelina)

MOVING ON; it's not simple, but it's not impossible ;)

Thank God it's Eleanor !

(illustration: frahgelina)

I introduce you with my 4-old-years-friend, Eleanor, and now I've just lost her.
Goodbye Eleanor...
:')

PLAYMATE (Scannography)

What is in a woman? Can anyone answer it?
Stereotyping...
Of a woman, women, they are just a playmate.
I've made some depictions, about women, about them, about me, and about you.

you always try to find us; anywhere, anytime.

you always find the way to feel us; from our lips...

What's next?! Sleep with us? Don't worry, we already know it.

and this is our expression at the time you left us, and it's so predictable.

(illustration: frahgelina)

Dear gentlemen, agree or not, just make your choice. Sincerely, your playmate(s).

Daun dan Ranting Menuju Surga

Hadapi hidup yang remuk, hapus semua kenangan yang kelam

Semua nyata hati pun terluka

Gerak ini telah terdiam hati t’lah tertoreh pisau yang keji

Semua nyata akankah kau percaya?

Inginan bisikan terdalam, celoteh gagak terdengar

Apakah kau kan percaya?

Semua t’lah usai tak terbayang, celoteh gagak terdengar

Daun dan Ranting menuju surga..

Hadapi hidup yang remuk hapus semua kenangan yang kelam

Semua nyata hati pun terluka.

DAUN DAN RANTING MENUJU SURGA

# The Milo #

Good Friday

I do not know whether I able to go to church or not in this morning, in this Good Friday.
My puffy eyes just like Panda's eyes. My hair is awful.
I may not be able to speak right now because my mouth also dry as well as my skin.
And now while I'm typing, my head is getting bigger and bigger i could not stop this fucking feeling. Lord i know you must be hate me so damned much but what else I can do?

I was drunk so bad last night...
Everything was so blurry... with the Ska songs around my ears...
I saw people were dancin thru the Reggae one... Skanking in one circle.
The wind blew so slowly, touched my dry skin, refrigerated my red cheeks.
No one was trying to stop me, yes, NO ONE because me, my self also can not stop my self.
Oh no. I just can't explain more.

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